Saturday, April 26, 2014

all I want to do is sit on a verandah







I'm still painting all the greens. Sometimes flowers creep in. Sometimes I paint other things, but these are the ones that feel most fully realized, the most me. I'm working on some inspired by geography and topography that are different--no grids. Deltas, rivers, fields. Still plenty of greens.


Vocation
Sandra Beasley

For six months I dealt Baccarat in a casino. 
For six months I played Brahms in a mall. 
For six months I arranged museum dioramas;
my hands were too small for the Paleolithic
and when they reassigned me to lichens, I quit. 
I type ninety-one words per minute, all of them 
Help. Yes, I speak Dewey Decimal.
I speak Russian, Latin, a smattering of Tlingit. 
I can balance seven dinner plates on my arm.
All I want to do is sit on a veranda while 
a hard rain falls around me. I’ll file your 1099s. 
I’ll make love to strangers of your choice. 
I’ll do whatever you want, as long as I can do it 
on that veranda. If it calls you, it’s your calling, 
right? Once I asked a broker what he loved 
about his job, and he said Making a killing. 
Once I asked a serial killer what made him 
get up in the morning, and he said The people.

I found this poem, and many others I love on this Tumblr. It reminds me of me. One day I will make a list for you of the many jobs I've had. It's raining in Lowell; out the studio windows I see smokestacks and freight trains. Inside I look for more greens.


29 comments:

  1. I've had a number of odd jobs, too. Some of them surprise people who think they know me.

    Anyway, what's wrong with lichens? They are fascinating.
    --Jim

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  2. Oh, Jim--I certainly am a fan of lichen--a search of this blog shows 4 posts featuring it! And I won't file your 1099's. But we can listen to Brahms on a verandah in the rain.

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  3. Hello Jen

    I love the shades, values and tones of green. This is an excellent subject and one that is a joy to explore. The poem Vocation I had not read before. Do you suppose this is autobiographical?
    Have a restful Sunday

    Helen xx

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    1. I imagine it's autobiographical to a degree though probably not everything in there literally.

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  4. I love it. There is something very pleasing to the eye about a green grid with a touch of pink flower. I know I would love to have a green field painting hanging in my new house.

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    1. I just found the picture on your "about me" page--I love it. You should enlarge and farm some of your photos.

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    2. I forgot to thank you for the recommendation of "Once More To The Lake." I did like it and found myself relating completely to the father. I was an English/Literature major and wish I would have read it in college...it would be a good essay to dissect.

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    3. Thanks for telling me--I'm glad you enjoyed it.

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  5. I'm glad to see you are painting again Jen and all these various greens are so beautiful together. I am a blue person myself and see you've brought some into play. Yea.
    Forget the veranda; I'll settle for a porch with a rocker right about now.

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    1. Oh, yes--porch, rocker, lemonade and a book. I'll sit next to you.

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  6. Ah, you're going into your spring melancholy. Not enough blue sky to cheer you up. It will get better.

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    1. Hmm…I didn't mean to sound that way. Just being real, as they say. I guess some real life melancholy crept in. But painting and poems and rainy day smokestack vistas put me in a good place.

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  7. beautiful. I can't wait to see you topography-inspired work :)

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    1. Thank you! I want one of your desert photos.

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  8. Hello Jen,

    Your glorious greens are delightful. They work so well together and the eye chases round the images as it is attracted by the various tints and tones and occasional flower. It is a joyous work and so beautifully captures that first flush of Spring.

    We think that we could earn a Nobel Prize for sitting and watching the world go by.....with or without a verandah! There is no better activity in our book, especially if one has a glass of fizz to hand.

    The poem is most intriguing. We have never heard of this poet but if her words are capturing parts of her life then she is, most probably, a most exciting character. We shall look her up.

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    1. Jane and Lance--I'm pretty sure I could be on the long list for a prize for sitting and watching. You, in Europe, have made an art of it, whole most Americans don't find it to be a respectable pasttime. Is that why more of my regular commenters live outside the U.S.?

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  9. Jen,
    You sound melancholy. Your beautiful painting is full of happy spring colors, but it looks melancholy to me. If you are sad, I hope the spring sun, air and flowers will cheer you up. Christa

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    1. Interesting that you see the painting as melancholy--it's not (to me). I am, often, but less often than I used to be.

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  10. Your painting is beautiful Jen, such lovely colours. Greens are my favourites.

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  11. Jen, began my day in the rocking chair with a good cup of coffee and the book I am re-reading -War Brides, on the patio. The redbirds were feeding and a mocking bird was imitating every sound it heard in the neighborhood. So much to admire, I have no trouble embracing the role of spectator! Your painting honors springtime in its depth and color. I always associate green with the earth coming back to life after it's winter sleep. You managed to bring in my favorite pinks and blues...so pretty! Can't wait for you to share your new projects! Enjoyed the poem...my resume is a bit diverse as well...although I could never hope to balance 7 plates on my arm! Smiles...Susan

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  12. That sounds like the perfect day. War Brides--I like the sound of it--must look it up.

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  13. I love these grids that do. They're like little snapshots in time, snapshots of your vacation.

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  14. lovely art ! that is my kind of art...so peaceful and thought-provoking
    Happy " Veranda Days"
    -Kat-

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  15. To look at greenery yard through my window is joyful for me. And it is raining gently today. I think of you looking your bright green task.

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    1. "Bright green task". I love that phrase!

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  16. Hi Jen,
    Your last two lines here ARE a poem
    by themselves, with just a simple
    re-alignment. Well-done!
    Warm regards,
    Diane in Denver

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  17. Hi Jen, I'm catching up, been swamped lately. Love the painting. I want to sit on the veranda too.

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